Seeing you one last time.
So familiar the sight.
Being so near you yet so far away from you.
One last touch on you…
No matter what, you will always be remembered…
Meantime, enjoy ur time up there…
You have always bring joy and happiness…
Now its your turn to be able to run free and enjoy the new freedom.
It’s not the food that I took but the heart i’m having while eating it..
Starting of the weekend without you around…
The feeling just overwhelm me now….
June 18th 2008.
Enough said for the day.
Over the weekend, i was attending to some stuff.
Sorry ladies, making you all freak out…. My bad my bad
On Tues and Wed, having a chat with a friend…
He was talking abt motivation like having a carrot daggling infront of the donkey.
But I was looking to seek the carrot which is within the donkey….
Personally, feel we depend on the carrot that is daggling infront to motivate us, the weakest link is actually the carrot.. If the carrot is gone, we will crumbles back. This will might be the vicious cycle, we may be afraid to lose the carrot that we have or we will take something of the higher value to motivate which will snowball into another form of greed…..
However, if you put the carrot within ourselves, the weakest link will be ourselves. It can only affect us if we want ourselves to get affected.. Beside, even when we lose anything that surround us, we are still able to bounce back again with the result the same or even better than before…..
Goals, Targets are wonderful if we feel wonderful ourselves in the first place 
